Day: February 22, 2010

The beaten ends of this sickening life
And mistakes we’ve been crying about
Born to a world of lies
It’s the constant sorrow – bolted into your heart
You own the agony – the one I’m looking for

Meaningless mess boils inside your head
Can’t let it out
Maybe someday is all you can say
That is not a promise but a lie
Found myself on the tracks
Following my own traces
Made myself my own shadow

One vision, a distorted self-image
Always overloading the one you love
Kill yourself and everyone with you
Is this the end?
You own the agony – the one I’m looking for

Meaningless mess boils inside your head
Can’t let it out
Maybe someday is all you can say
That is not a promise but a lie
Found myself on the tracks
Following my own traces
Made myself my own shadow

I am an empty frame

Meaningless mess boils inside your head
Can’t let it out
Maybe someday is all you can say
That is not a promise but a lie
Found myself on the tracks
Following my own traces
Made myself my own shadow

in emergency

I fire my thoughts at you

responding or not maybe

reacting or not you’ll be

turn around now

she’s killing with looks at ease

defending or not maybe

depending a lot I’ll be

and as we get lost deliver our souls

to each other we lose control

and start to bother about friends

we used to know

and as we get lost inside this dream

with each other nobody sees

or seems to notice that we’re losing

what were fighting for

while the moments pass

I watch every move you make

betray us or not who cares

surrender the heart that tears

as I catch your breath

you stand there and watch me bleed

we’ll blend into one maybe

but never apart you’ll

turn around now…

[dedicated to birdie – i tried my best to save the friendship – but totally failed…]